turn out the light, come take my hand now

Deep in my soul, I've been so lonely
All of my hopes, fading away
I've longed for love, like everyone else does
I know I'll keep searching, even after today
So there it is girl, I've said it all now
And here we are babe, what do you say?
We've got tonight, who needs tomorrow?
We've got tonight babe
Why don't you stay?

I know it's late, I know you're weary
I know your plans don't include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Both of us lonely

you listen to it twice, cause the DJ is asleep

Regina Spektor- On The Radio

This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath

No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again

"Well I been thinking about the future
But I'm too young to pretend
It's such a waste to always look behind you
Should be lookin' straight ahead"

here we go!

Today I decided that to best express my feelings, thoughts, ideas, emotions, etc. and to have fun that my new purpose on this blog is to ascribe music to my life, which I do anyway. I realized that each day I find a song that (almost) perfectly conforms to my state of mind for that day. I will listen to this song multiple times and consider, configure, and control my mental state for that day. So, let the playlist of my life begin!